Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Why is it...that the hills don't quake?

The title of this blogpost is an adaptation of the last stanza of "Vizag's Hills" a poem from Moving On.  

And this post itself is about one of Vizag's Hills, specifically one visible from the APTourism Guest House at Rushikonda (where I had stayed on my recent visit to Vizag) -- unmistakably so as it seems to have been cleaved to the bone by a giant, apocalyptic claw or used as a site for target bombing runs by combat airplanes.

A hill that looks more like an open wound -- bleeding oc
hre and red earth -- than any I have seen.

A closer look showed that this wound seems to have been terraced with plots / layouts and even bandaged with concrete (roads? sewage lines? sidings? your guess is as good as mine) that stands out white like scar tissue.

Just in front of this bleeding eyesore is another eyesore. Bungalows for the super-super-super rich built on an oh-so-nice, 15 degree incline, man made, bulldozer carved hill that towers over the Casuarina stands that fringe the beach and gives every one of them a "sea-view".

Rumored locally to have been sold for Rs. 3 crores and upwards.

In between (and I speak from my earlier peregrinations here) there are a lot of plots / layouts (some of them in three and four levels) terraced out of another hillside. You will find exotic lawns sprouting green there and nameplates in metal and stone announcing ownership that has come quickly, easily and one would think (in cases where the nameplates say -- "Dr. _________, USA") cheaply.

I am not surprised that the little I could see of the white-bellied sea eagles and the peregrine falcons was NOT at Rushikonda but at a distance, where there is no discordant development (and dynamiting) happening.

I am not surprised that I found fish (no, I did not take pictures) bloated and bluish green every 50 or so feet on the beach that the APToursim Rushikonda property overlooks.

I am surprised (as when I wrote "Vizag's Hills", some seven or so years back) that the hills don't quake.

And, I am surprised at how short-sighted and consumerist an idea, so-called "development" is.
 
 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

A strangeness that grows

I don't know if I can call myself brave or courageous (though I do know that I have been called names to the contrary more than once) but I have always known that my hearing loss is progressive in nature, that it was expected to grow and I think by and large I have dealt with it in a proper way...dealing with various hearing environments and hearing instruments.

It does seem that I have lived various lives and survived the heartbreaks involved, what with each hearing instrument needing time to get adjusted to (and promising a better "quality of life")  various visits for audiology and reprogramming, etc.while the hearing loss has increased as the years have telescoped into more than a decade..

This increase in hearing loss has been evident to me, as it is tougher now than it was two years back to follow familiar voices (of the few friends who are in touch) and family (especially the little man), and these days when my hearing is unaided, for all purposes I seem to be residing in a voiceless, mute world.

As such it wasn't exactly surprising to know (through yet another session of audiology)  that I have crossed the century mark (110 Decibels) in terms of hearing loss in both the ears. And I am told that I will need to go in for a new set of hearing instruments, yet again.

Which is a bit baffling to understand because even though it is termed "progressive" hearing loss is supposed to be stopped from growing by the usage of hearing instruments. And yes, I do use two very sophisticated hearing instruments (they are small, colour coded, buzzing with life and came costing quite a packet), that I have been using them for close to two years now.

Hearing instruments that came highly recommended and were very helpful in the first two months (the trial period) but thereafter haven't been able to do much.

And while I (in a detached and stoic way) try to puzzle out how I got conned into a "discount" offer and what to do about it, I am also trying to puzzle out (in an even more detached and stoic way) what I can do about this growing strangeness which ensures that people who want to meet up and network with a lot of enthusiasm ultimately don't, prospective employers show interest and then let it fizzle out and even something as low-tech and common as catching a train becomes a challenge.

And, in a "perfect" world, learn to live with the embarrassment of ears (and highly hyped hearing instruments) that don't work.      



Thursday, August 23, 2012

Uttarkhand Diary -- Birding at a Cantonment Town (2)

A dog named Bozo

Honestly, I don't know what his name was, though the soldiers at the base told me more than once, I failed to get it right. But then, if a dog is intelligent enough it will know when it is being called, whatever name you use to call him ( in this case, it was a "he"). Which meant that on more than one occasion when the mist draped the mountains all around and I wasn't looking at stirring out too far, I would call / cluck out to him and Bozo would accompany me looking as serious as a General on his inspection round (he was a barracks dog, after all) what with his propensity to sniff behind every bush and then regard the world with the lugubriousness of a Pahadi dog -- quivering muzzle, thick eyebrows and leonine head.

I have walked a lot with dogs -- especially, the two I grew up with -- through this field and that meadow and it is a different feeling altogether, the one that is borne out of this human-canine tendency to be footloose and fancy free, a companionship that is mostly silent with conversations that are monosyllabic or guttural (unless the dog is barking / yapping away to glory) or one that can be clownishly ebullient, as in when the man starts singing or reciting poetry or even if he just lets go and speaks his heart out.

Whatever it be, in this case, since I was unsure of Bozo's reactions to my singing or reciting poetry and anyway more intent on the birds in the mist-draped pines around, I mostly said "Come lets go there, Bozo" and every time our man (I was told he is around 4 years old, that's almost full grown  among dogs) would solemnly find the way on the wildflowers draped grassy hillside, with just a hint of a doggy smile to indicate his pleasure at having company along on what must be his daily beat.

I wouldn't know what Pahadi dogs are trained / bred to do (apart from being very intelligent and loyal, low maintenance, working guard dogs), but I am sure there is some kind of Pheasant hunting instinct in them (what with the Monal being found in this parts). Either that or Bozo was going around doing an inventory of the Tulip / Lilly and other bulbs, for our man would poke his nose into the mountainside, every metre or so as if he was a farmer prospecting for eggs laid by his free-ranging hens.

Mostly, Bozo did not flush any very exotic game and when you consider that I am a dog lover of a fairly unique breed, his propensity to go up and down the mountain in a way rivaling any self-respecting Ibex was pretty much of a distraction. But still he did manage to kind of spook a number of Blue Whistling Thrushes and Blue Tailed Jays to sit still long enough (out in the open where they were rooting around for grubs) for me to take some fairly decent pictures.

How I wish one of the birds he spooked into stillness was a Greater Flameback Woodpecker, totally out in the open!

Bozo also escorted me down to the "town" once (the first time we got acquainted) in a far from comforting way (he would be barely four or five body lengths away from me staring at me with doggy insolence and mutter-growling in his throat while marking his territory). How I survived that encounter without dropping my camera or wetting my pants or whatever is best described / shown in the field, I mean say, part of a Bird Photography Workshop called "How to survive mongrels and other inquisitive characters" but survive I did.

The rest as you have already read, is history.

Postscript -- Bozo also found me one evening when I was lugging my butt back up through the thick fog (and though I knew the way) feeling dead beat and very, very, very lost. He wasn't expressive at all, either, did not even wag his tail. But I knew he was pleased to see me and a bit concerned about if my plainsman legs were holding up in the hills. I could see it his eyes and I could even hear him chuckle to himself as he walked back with me to the mess.

Dogs, I tell you...

 
                    

Uttarkhand Diary -- Birding at a Cantonment Town

Surprisingly -- considering how footloose I am by philosophy and how much of free time I have on my hands -- I haven't been much into the hills and have been just once through the mountains. By hills I refer to the lower reaches of the Himalays and by mountain passes, of course I mean the high-altitude vistas and panoramic spread of Ladakh.

And yes, as many biker friends keep saying to me -- in a joshing, leg-pulling way -- that trip to Ladakh was a lifetime back, what with it being in 2005. You know, in a way that is no farther from the days of the Silk Route than we are from dirt track rallies on Mars.

I was not any more luckier when it comes to getting to the lower reaches of the Himalayas which most of the well traveled folks in Delhi refer to as the hills. Then, a one-day-long (read that as abysmally short and painfully hypenated) trip happened to a river valley a bit after the Kempty Falls (and oh-so-traffucked Mussoorie) this June.

Which is when I realised how wild and still pristine most of Uttarkhand is and how "full" of birds too! I made a promise to that river, that I will come back...and was on the lookout for another (far longer) trip into the hills.

That, thankfully happened mid July and I was technically "off to the hills" for a middling period of time (ten days involving train travel) and to top it all, a guest of the Indian Army too.

I could have pinched myself then, I still pinch myself more than a month after. And speaking of pinching, someone's convolutedly calculative thinking (and a dead-as-a-dodo's-shit data card) ensured that my pocket got pinched big, big, big time.

Prosaics (such as the preceding para and costs incurred apart), it was a stay out of a dream, a stay at a paradise of misty (and lonesome) heights almost six-thousand feet high. In a quaintly old (built in 1908, no less) bungalow that was rumored (by legend) to be directly in line to the flight of the angels to Badrinath.

In a town that probably has more trees (the amazingly deer antlered and lichen covered Baanjs and the equally lichen covered and ramrod straight Devdhars) than it does people, a strict "No Polythene" rule and has moss growing on almost every single embankment and wall.

In a town that reminded me of the quaint bungalows and spooky walks of places around Rourkela like Bondamunda and Birmitrapur where I had traipsed back in my childhood days.

In a town that is the raising area and headquarters to a regiment of some of India's hardiest fighting forces, no... not the Gurkhas, the Garhwalis.

Call me weird but (as I am not a travel blogger) the name of the place will go unmentioned as of now, at least till I chronicle it properly. Meanwhile a bit of a precis / overview of what I did (and hey, no I am not being facetious here, I do hope this precis / overview will help marshal my memory when I get down to chronicling this trip, and yes chronicle it, I will).

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An Officer and a Gentleman

I am self-confessed about the fact that I am scruffy, (mostly unshaven), artless and not too bothered by it, most of the times. Because it really doesn't seem to bother either the birds (or the butterflies) or the words that visit me or whom I need to chase. But then, one doesn't stay with the army (as a guest) and NOT look like an officer and gentleman, no? 

Yes, you guessed it right, I carried a shaving kit and used it daily too. Reminded me of my earliest "ambition" to be a Naval Officer, as I would shave daily (in a quaintly roomy bathroom as big as most bedrooms) and head out to the mess attached to the bungalow for my victuals (and the occasional drink). And need I say that I was treated like royalty, as befits an officer (or at least a gentleman, in my case; one who may have been a bit not that well turned out...).

Made me feel any number of times what most of us who bypass careers in the Armed Forces miss when it comes to access to places such as these, the quality of life and the prestige of being officers and gentlemen.

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Six days and no sight of the Himalayas, clouds, mist and then, rain...

The bungalow where I stayed was wreathed in clouds or mist or some other kind of precipitation for some or the other amount of time daily, starting the very first day. And then (after all -- I had delayed my trip due to "work" -- end July meant rains up in the hills, in fact normally I would have arrived there soaking wet) just when I had perfectly got into the groove of early morning wake-ups and lonesome walks, it started pouring, more or less leading to a washout of two days.

All in all, this also meant that I couldn't get a dekko of the majesty of the Himalayas, neither from the bungalow where I stayed (at the lip of a valley) or other more famous viewpoints all around. But yes, it was a novel joy all the same to see a hint of sunrise on the mountain peaks as early as 5.30 in the morning.

As befits a cantonment town (with a steep, not-much-wider-than-a-jeep road linking it to the plains) this one used to close pretty early. Which is when I had to hike my way up (from the town proper) from the cybercafe (remember that mention of the dysfunctional data card?) back to my lodgings over almost three to four kilometres (or so it seemed to me, if not more) of inclines that seemed thirty and forty-five degrees.

After a day mostly spent afoot birding, mind.

And oh yes, through fog / mist that meant I couldn't see beyond my birding shoes.

I don't smoke these days, have always been fit (though a bit rotund) and am used to long, long walks because of my birding trips, but yes I was dead beat everyday!  

And to think that there are people who run up even more steep inclines as children, day in and day out. No wonder the hill tribes make such tough and indomitable fighters.

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A bird in the bush is worth two in the hand

Well, so I twisted the adage, as you can see.

Thing is there aren't that many birds which come to the hand the moment one gets out a camera and starts shooting. A lot of such "birds" are out of focus or even empty air. All that is of course old hat for me since I am certainly a bit better than an amateur when it comes to bird photography. But then, these were birds of the hills, as swiftly dexterous as the lovely people who live amongst them and as moody and mercurial as its weather. Which meant that I collected more heartbreaks in those six days than I have in all of my birding trips put together.

But yes, there were any number of birds in any number of bushes -- especially Woodpeckers (both lesser and greater), Oriental White-eyes, Minivets, Blue Whistling Thrushes, Blue Tailed Jays (as common as crows down in the plains) Verditer Flycatchers...

Yes, I will chronicle all the sightings (and the heart-breaks) too and very soon, its just that I have gigapixels of birds to shoot before I sleep.

For now, two stories of heartbreak.

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One sighting of a Lammergeier and two of a Himalayan Pied Kingfisher.

The Lammergeier is the dominant raptor for most of this region, which I surprisingly found bereft of Shikras, Kestrels and other smaller raptors (though I did see and photograph Owls more than once). The Lammergeier is also not very easily seen and certainly doesn't speck the skies as do the Black Kites. So, I am still a bit confused as to should I be happy that I saw one or should I kick myself that I lost it somewhere ( and then really lost it) while I managed to get my backpack off and camera out and was fiddling with the controls.  The bird was gliding along unhurriedly, some two or three minutes must have passed, I nearly went apoplectic with excitement, all to no avail.

Oh eFF, yes.

And that was the only sighting I managed, the only one.                    

This was up on the lip of the valley, then while walking besides a river that gurgled along in a carefree way that most of us have long forgotten, cradling my camera (rather the lens) I came across yet another Oriental White-eye doing what Prinias, Tailorbirds and other Warblers do down in the plains.

Emerge from bush in a swish-swoop.

Perch tightly with both legs on some twiggy extremity, as light as a leaf, and dart neck and body girth this side and that, almost precariously and dart up and down in the bush as if searching for something without a search warrant.

Swish-swoop away into another bush.

Which means, unless you can think like a Prinia, Tailor Warbler or other one of these little fellas, there is no way you can aim, focus and shoot them in the less than two minutes window of opportunity that opens for you.

And, mind I have said "yet another" up above. Hence, I was almost goggle eyed and walking as if on black ice expecting another Oriental White-eye to emerge (in this instance from besides the river) and do its vanish into another bush (on the other side of the road, at the hill's side).

It did work, a little fella emerged and I managed to focus on him / her and even fire off a couple of shots. But then, I got distracted.

Because, just below me, a bird bigger than the Pied Kingfishers (I am so used to photographing in the Deccan) flew, in a ponderous and very deliberate straight line over the meandering river. On hindsight, I should have become a Wild West Sheriff (or unbeatable outlaw) turned ninety degrees in a quick swivel, rapidly changed the camera settings and reeled off half a dozen shots.

At the very least.  

But then, I don't know of any Sheriff (or outlaw) who did all that quick swiveling and shooting with something as heavy as a cannon (or Buffalo gun) or a bird lens which is technically not even expected to be used hand-held.

So I did not try any heroics and took no photos of the "bigger than the Pied Kingfisher" bird watching it vanish while the Oriental White-eye did its swish-swoop and disappeared into the haven of some hillside bush.

That then, was the first sighting of the Himalayan Pied Kingfisher. And as with the Lammergeier, I really don't know, should I be happy to have seen it or should I kick myself for missing it?

And yes, I saw the same bird (maybe the same individual) on my walk besides the river on the way back. Only this time I had the 18-55 lens fixed onto the camera for snapping up some vistas that were heart-stoppingly wild, when the setting sun lit up one side of the valley with its golden rays.

Time to carry two cameras?

Time to buy a mule?

Oh well...

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To be continued :-)       
                

Friday, August 17, 2012

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In the cobwebbed
dimness and silence
of a desolate temple of my faith

A flower drops
onto the petrified floor
from atop the ear of an idol

With no more sound
than two omens brushing against

each other, telling

Me nothing.
My God stays
a stony presence

All knowing.

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